Because of the above idiots, I am unable to obtain my Schedule CII prescription until next week. This means I will possibly go into withdrawals and could possibly die. So all you assholes above, I hope that you experience what I will!!!
And drug addicts, I hope a cop puts a bullet thru your skull!!! because you alone made this happen!!!!
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I am really depressed. I have lost my enthusiasm for everything. I used to get excited to be able to work on a car or a computer, but now, I just don’t care. I hate feeling this way. And on top of all this my Dobie, Roxie has cancer. She is the love of my life and my best friend. If I lose her, I will be forever lost.
Tuesday was my birthday, I turned 55 and what do I have to show for it, not a god damned thing! After looking back on my 55 years, I have come to realize that i haven’t achieved anything worthwhile.
I can’t keep a job, I have so many medical and mental conditions that it is a chore to get out of bed. I don’t own a home, a car or anything of value. SSDI doesn’t pay enough to keep up paying rent, utilities, medical expenses, food and other essentials. The only positive thing that I have helped to contribute to the human race, are my son and daughter.
My existance on this Earth has not helped it in any way. All I have done in my life is ruin others lives. When my time ends on this earth, it will be better for it!
Well, apparently I’m a complete idiot or I have serious mental issues. I can’t change my pattern! I have made this happen numerous times since 1983. Sometimes it could not be avoided due to job or benefit loss. Other times I can’t explain, I am not even sure what happened.
Also, I’m done dealing with my COPD and other medical conditions. I just want the end to come soon. The world will be a better place when I’m gone!