Yesterday was my 53rd birthday. What a wasted 41 years. I say 41 because my parents were responsible for the first 12 years. In the 41 years that I created my own destiny, I have only created 2 good things, My Daughter, Nikki and My Son, Scott! The rest of my life was just taking up space on Earth. I am a loser, liar, and a physical and mental mess.