I am really depressed. I have lost my enthusiasm for everything. I used to get excited to be able to work on a car or a computer, but now, I just don’t care. I hate feeling this way. And on top of all this my Dobie, Roxie has cancer. She is the love of my life and my best friend. If I lose her, I will be forever lost.
Well, apparently I’m a complete idiot or I have serious mental issues. I can’t change my pattern! I have made this happen numerous times since 1983. Sometimes it could not be avoided due to job or benefit loss. Other times I can’t explain, I am not even sure what happened.
Also, I’m done dealing with my COPD and other medical conditions. I just want the end to come soon. The world will be a better place when I’m gone!
Once again, Suite that I have forced my family to be homeless! And this time we lost a lot of personal property, 2 flat screen tv’s, all our DVDs, DVD cabinet, printer, and others. I keep doi g this to my family and don’t know why!
Whenever I get nervous and start to get anxiety, I lie! I know I do but just can’t stop. My lies hurt others more than they hurt me. I lie so much anymore, I’m not sure what is fact or fiction. My lies have caused my family so much hardship and pain.
Why do I keep doing this? I need help.
Because of my lies, my family has no idea how much trouble we are in.
If there’s a higher power, Please help my family! I don’t care about me, just them!